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The Season for Living: Part VI
“Cade, are you there?” For a moment, I thought about if he wasn’t on the other line. What if his phone called me back but he was in a criminal fight for his life?
“Yeah, I’m here.” I was glad that I was wrong. Then silence. A calming silence. It was like we wanted to hear each other breathe to know that we were really alright. I’d be lying if I said this was the first time I thought about “what if” in Cade’s career.
I knew how ridiculous the world could be. We all know how reckless people think police officers are but Cade was the swan of the bunch. He held his own with the community and everyone respected him for it. He gave respect to earn respect, even to the grimiest, drug-ridden lost soul. He was just different.
So different that I couldn’t image my life without him.
He broke the silence with beautiful words. “I love you.”
I couldn’t fill the silence yet, so I just let him continue.
“I had to just say it. When I got off the phone, I couldn’t focus on helping my guy. I just kept thinking. Did she get it? Did she finally get it? And something spoke to me and said no.”
“You’re right.” I chuckled but not at his gesture at his accuracy of the situation. I had to explain myself before he took it the wrong way.
“I thought this whole time you were talking about Angie.”
“Angie. The fuck…no. She’s cute but her personality is trash.”
“Touche’.” I hadn’t even gotten that far in my analysis to breakdown her character.
“I don’t need you to say it back though.”
Shit, I didn’t say it back, but why not? I do love him. But I wonder if it’s the same way.
“I mean I do too but are you talking about on the friend front or the more than friend side.”
“Were you listening to me at all?” His aggression sort of pissed me off. I’m just trying to get some clarity. “I love you like wanting to be in a relationship with you. Like wanting to be near you, or even better, to kiss those lips.” I couldn’t be mad anymore.
“But when…and how Cade?” I could probably figure it out but I needed to hear more before I put my heart out there.
To be continued tomorrow…